Huli man daw at magaling, atrasado pa din

Daddy Itchie (my favorite husband)

Papa Jun (the most wonderful father)

After a year of being alcohol free, I finally gave in to my urges.. Yeah, I joined last night's drinking session in Pasig. Friends went to visit my son, so we danced the night away by sharing stories while having beer and brandy. I quite increased my alcohol tolerance, perhaps I just miss drinking beer. I don't like the hangover though, and I kept on saying earlier that I won't be drinking anything alcoholic in the next days.

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Half of the visitors went home early but to sum that night, was totally awesome and fun! I'll be hoping to see these guys again.

Just recently, I've been busy with my son's multiply page that I almost forget to update mine. I can't find the words that will exactly describe the things I wanna write for my own site. There are actually lots of things happening but I can't put them all into words!

It seem that I am not happy anymore with my blogging style. I'm thinking whether to continue this or just delete the entire blogsite. hmm..

If writing won't make me feel happy, then what's the sense of writing? I'm not even sure if someone will waste his time droppin' by my page and read my damn entries.

Hmm..

Miles apart from the Philippines, A year of being away from our family, but not the first time to celebrate her birthday without us. I miss my niece terribly. She's going to celebrate her birthday tomorrow, unfortunately she's sick and suffering from measles. I wonder if it's painful and how it affects my little niece's body. I hope she'll be fine, soon.

to the naughtiest who tries to fit everything;

Parang kelan lang nung mag celebrate si Ala ng 2nd month. Ngayon 3rd month na, ang bilis talaga ng araw! Parang wala pa din nagbago, pero pag tinignan yun mga litrato nya nung baby, makikita na ang dami na pala nag-iba. Ang taba-taba na ngayon at mejo lumaki naman. Ini-expect ko na di siya masyado tatangkad, dahil maliit kaming parents niya. Hopefully makadapa na siya mag-isa para mas masaya. Ngayon, mas feel na niya gumala. Sakay lagi sa gundam (stroller) niya. Tuwing umaga pasyal kami lagi kahit wala naman masyado mapasyalan dito sa lugar namin sa Pasig. Mas matindi na din ang pag tawa niya ngayon, ang kulit sobra! Minsan nakakainis din pag may tantrums., gusto pag matutulog nakasiksik sa kilikili! tapos kukurutin ng kukurutin ang tenga nia. I wonder saan nian natutunan yun!?

bagong look ng crib niya

and oh..

When the world seem unfair..

Smile

and
everything will be okay.

I am just a fresh mom, neophyte I must say. My son's just two months old. I am still learning the details on how to raise my baby well. As early as now, I am already dreaming and somehow making plans about his future. Two months old, yet I am already thinking about which school he's gonna be going., how old he's gonna be dating., what course he's gonna be taking in college.. Yeah, those things that in reality will take years to happen.

I am like the typical mothers who wants the best for their kid. I bought in advance the things he'll be needing; clothes, feeding bottles, stroller, crib, and other baby stuffs that he needs to have. I don't wanna miss a single event that is happening to my son that I account them all, I try to write everything, taking pictures every now and then, capturing every moments, taking videos so that he'll see how he was like when he aged.


I am now a mother.

Being a mother made me realize the things my mama has done for my siblings and I. The career that she gave up just to be by our sides., The opportunity to have her social life, meet others and gain more friends. The chance to earn her own money, to have her own job. All the hardships she went through as she raised us alone while papa was abroad. I am so much thankful for all that.

It is only now that things are sinking in to my system. Realities, on how bad I am before, how bad I treated my Mama. For all the house rules that I didn't follow and simply by just being a headache, doing actions without thinking how it affects my mama., and yes, for hurting her a lot of times..

Now, that I already belong to the motherhood stage, I became more affectionate with mama. I try to inform her about everything that has been happening to me. I have changed. I'm crediting all the changes to my son. Being a mother is a wonderful experience. You get to love someone without expecting to be loved in return. You give unconditional love to your kid, sacrifices, and still you feel happy at the end of the day.

Motherhood is something that will complete the woman's life, for God created us (women) to bear children.. with that, I am so much thankful.

and..
For all the nanay(s), mama(s), mom(s), mommy(s), whatever you call the woman who gave life to you..Happy MOTHER's DAY!